demonkittie269

I love you Melanie.  It's funny how one special momment one special person one special oppurtunity can change your life. 
I love her.  When I hear her say I love you I realize i have something so so special I cant explain how exactly how I feel but it's real.  When she sings along to a song I feel so relaxed because her voice is so beautiful, I wish she would all the time
I Love You Melanie <3 Lmfao.  What will ur next girlfriend/boyfriends first name letter be? "Sorry this page cannot be displayed"  Lmfao I guess I found her.
When I look into her eyes I see a beautiful little girl full of wounders.  She amazes me with every move she makes.  When she puts her hand on mine I look up and Smile because I realize shes here for me. 
Lifes difficult without somebody there for you, but I have you so life is magical and full of surprises.  Your the only person I look forward to seeing day after day because with you I never alone, I'm always laughing.  My Love Melanie.
Everday I'm not with you the day seems like forever.  Everday I'm with you the day goes by so quick.  No matter the day I'm still here.
I'm not a fighter or am I lover, but I'd fight for what I love.  Some say I'm confused, Others say I'm miss guided, but I say I'm scared.
We forgot about faith, we forgot about truth, we forgot about everybody else, now our loves a shadow of fear, our loves hiding in the light, our loves dissapearing forward up and above.
FUCK possibly gonna walk somewhere till 6am MY FUCKING FAULT IM SO SORRY ... stomache and neck hurt,work.  Ily I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm still here I love you <3
I feel like im dead on the inside, you know how you walk but you just walk and you dont feel like ur there?  Makes you wonna try anything to change that.
Words are words, We hear what we want to, We believe what we choose.

I'm to fare gone to be reconized, but I know who you are.

Don't be something you don't wonna be.

Lifes full of routines, I like not knowing.

Love me, hate me, It makes no difference.  Im me.

Fear turns into a nightmare if you let it catch up to you.  Fear is like a shadow.  You control it.  You can turn out the lights to remove your shadow just as you can face your fear.  Only you can though

I'm hanging and I cant let go.  If I fall I dont know where Ill go

I'm fallng because I cant stop.  I cant go back because times run out.  What have I done?

Silence speaks the truth.  Silence is a killer. What we dont hear kills us.

I sit in silence so I can hear, because when I speak its never clear.

I'm a shadow.  I can be seen but I cant be felt.  I cant control a move I make, It just happens.  I can only let go when I can see.

What do you do when time runs out.  Does it go back to the beginning?  Or does it just go in reverse?

I sit in the dark so I dont have to see.  What I dont want to see is me. Im afraid to be me.

Fear is like a shadow.  It mocks our every move.  The only way to get rid of it is to turn out the lights, but we stay in the light.

Time is the only thing that seperates us. Not Distance.  To bad times an illusion, so its ourselves that keep us from each other.



i look to the light its so fare. i look at you ur gne.   will u cme for me

I lovw youso mu h whrn im with you im fhe fucking happextperson evsf.  i just wish youd chose me ovef everhyons else becaise i do fo




You asked if i was scared.  Every second you were away.  Heads or Tails?  We make our own luck, we make our own decisions.  You say I woulnt believe, I say trust is everything.  Show me your final decision.


I looked at my self in the mirror and realized I wasnt my self.  I shaved and it became clearer who I was.


I look to the sky for a sense of hope.  For the first time I don't know how to end this saying. 


"I recognize the way you make me feel.  It's hard to think that
you might not be real"
"The way you make me feel is a way nobody else has ever made me feel which is why I was so
confused till now....It felt to good to be real, but now I know it's not."


I'll say sorry for being me.  I wish was somebody else then maybe you wouldn't have to hold onto memorys but look to the future.  Nothings ever perfect but somethings are the best.  I was wrong.  Life doesnt move on, but time does go forward every second is one less, but when I'm with you time stands still.


You can have anything in the world, but just how bad do you want it?


well, youre really carring, and your open with your feelings witch no guys are, you seem to care about everyone, and you make an effort to keep somthing you want and it seems like whatever you belive in or say you go for it.


Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.  You can take back your memories they're no good to me, And here's all your lies, You can look me in my eyes.  With that sad sad look that you wear so well

omg
Today was so much better :3